Fortuna

I'm thinking about you
In Central America
When I shouldn't be
Wishing you were here with me

But I'm filled with shame
That I said your name
When you asked me what was my problem
And I said you

You hold me in the palm of your hand
And you don't even know it
How I cried for hours on end
You don't know how sorry I am
For loving you
Only loving you

You're talking again
While I'm still away
And it makes me smile
You want it to be okay again
But your jokes and your comments
They pierce my throat
But I won't think about it
How you got so mad I almost died

You hold me in the palm of your hand
And you don't even know it
How I cried for hours on end
You, I hate that it's you
I don't want it to be
I tried telling you that
But you said I was lying
You don't understand how sorry I am
For loving you
Only loving you

I know you won't say what you want
So I guess I won't either
You always said to be more honest
When I should have kept it all in
Cause speaking it, saying anything
Only caused more damage to you
I'm sorry that I hurt you and left you
Bruised and sore
So I guess I won't fall in love anymore

Mm mm mm mm
Da da da da da da
Mm mm mm

What gives you the right
To look at me like that
I thought you would make me so happy
But you just made me sad

And I shut off the feeling of my heart beating
Pushing it all aside
Because you couldn't take the look on my face
When you saw me cry

How could you do this to me
I feel like I can't breathe
And I hate it, I hate it
Why can't you just walk away