The Leap

I really don't get it
They actin so cocky
They act like they hot shit
But clearly they not me
What is my age again
Yellin out adrian
Blink and you miss me
Bitch I am like rocky
I'll run up these steps
While I sit on the hot seat in a tank top
And shorts in the snow playin hockey
While im chuggin a slurpy and eatin a frosty
What don't you get im as cold as
Your car seat in december in Michigan
Chills down your body
You're hearin the leap its
No longer a hobby this shit
Gettin live like its got its own heart beat
That's why when I kill it it's murder for profit
I guess you could say
I make hits man im poppin
Oo that shit dangerous
Who here gone stop him
Who else is on the same
Shit that he's droppin im pavin my way now you see im a problem
You want me to stop
But im just gettin started
You think Ima call out your name that's the problem
Why would I give you the fame and the stardom
You know who you are and that's all that I wanted
Now ima do me get
Whats mine this is prophecy
Fuck turnin tables I flip em monopoly
Spit with such rage
They can't possibly copy me
Go bite my style you gone
Pop a few arteries

They always try to tell me
That I can't do somethin
I dumb my thoughts down
Thinkin that would do somethin
Who woulda thought that
All along it was you frontin
Threatened by my gifts
You convinced me I couldn't do nothin
Ran me in the ground but
Now im comin its you runnin
Why you so afraid of
The beast you made this is you run it
I won't spill the details
I'll keep the secrets let you wonder
Just how much I know
Bout the skeletons
You've accrued thunder
Lightnin it might've been
A bit rude of me
To put so much in a song
But I gotta do somethin
I carry weight of mistakes
And I didn't do nothin
The black sheep
It goes deep you knew nothin
You bet wrong cause
Now you see ima do somethin
Yo aint that, step back move fucker
Im done playin
The games changin
Im through runnin
I got a fire within me
Like I consume ovens

What would you do
If you had stood in my shoes
Would you have listened
To the failures and accepted the truth
Would you have done
The things they told you
That you needed to do
Should I just give on the dream
Because they think im a fool
The problem is, I never did
All this shit for you, i did this
Shit for me as therapy
To help me get through
All of the days I spent in
Pain at the window
Watchin it rain
Sometimes its hard to
Find the words when you'd
Rather embrace the rage
Sometimes the pot is
Just too full to try puttin
It on a page, But its the only
Thing that's ever been there
My one escape, i know sometimes
It overflows and im sorry for what I say
But I can't change the way
I am if I could
I'd stay the same
You see I like the way I am
And the person that I've become
I've finally gained the confidence
That I need to not give a fuck
So if you see me with my windows down cruisin with my music up
Blaring every song of mine
That every critic told me sucked
Know im throwin fingers up