Save Myself

You told me I was never good enough
That all I wanted was to kill the fun
Now I got too many mistakes that I never even made

I wanted you to be the one I loved
But I could never ever give enough
For all the mess that you made
I thought that I'd try and I'd stay
But I was sitting in pain

I want to laugh all the times I would usually cry
I want to look in the mirror and say that I'll be fine
I want to light a candle and feel the high
I want to be okay with saying goodbye

I want to make a joke
I want to laugh at myself
I want to dance alone and with nobody else
I want to love myself and know that it's true
I want to save myself before I save you

Before I save you

Now I look at myself and wonder why
You took the beating each and every time
Now you hold on tight cause I say goodbye
I'm drowning but you want to stay the night

Bad people
Never grow up
Sad people
They never show up
Can we both
Ever own up
If I hugged that pretty boy he'd be a normal kid

I want to laugh all the times I would usually cry
I want to look in the mirror and say that I'll be fine
I want to light a candle and feel the high
I want to be okay with saying goodbye

I want to make a joke
I want to laugh at myself
I want to dance alone and with nobody else
I want to love myself and know that it's true

I want to save myself before I save you



Credits
Writer(s): Sahirah Oshidar
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