Bad Thoughts

Lost
I don't know if I want to be alive
I don't think I like how I'm treating life
I can't change, so I'm offing me yeah
When I'm done, don't find my remains

Oh woah woah woah woah woah woah
I want to take my life before I lose control
And I pray that they never take my soul
Yeah I hope that they hear what I say
'Cause I chose to confess my mistakes
And I'm froze on the fact I might be forever alone

I don't know how Imma make it
What's the remedy, I got to take it
My family wonder why I don't say shit
I'm doing bad here on my own
I can't chase it
All this evil 'round me I can't escape it
Asking god if he could give me some patience
I could wait on my lows to go under my highs
I could finally go home
I don't, I don't know
If I should let go or put on a show
It's like I can't breathe and I'm lost in smoke
I drink the Hennessy and I hold her close

Oh woah woah woah woah woah woah
I want to take my life before I lose control
And I pray that they never take my soul
Yeah I hope that they hear what I say
'Cause I chose to confess my mistakes
And I'm froze on the fact I might be forever alone

Blow my brain and Imma lie back
But I know that shit a sin, so I won't try that
I ain't want to be alive, can I say that
I'm doing bad here on my own
Why they act like they ain't hear me
Like I'm too bad to get mercy
Like I'm dying inside and nobody could tell
Really who am I kidding, I keep to myself

I don't know if I want to be alive
I don't think I like how I'm treating life
I can't change, so I'm offing me yeah
When I'm done, don't find my remains

Oh woah woah woah woah woah woah
I want to take my life before I lose control
And I pray that they never take my soul
Yeah I hope that they hear what I say
'Cause I chose to confess my mistakes
And I'm froze on the fact I might be forever alone



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Writer(s): Jaylen Boileau
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