Little Contradictions

I'm a product of the years I've spent
Worried about what I'll forget
And I'm always so afraid
That I'll end up old and in a fit
Realizing I wasted it
Then I wake up and decide to never change
My bleeding heart, it won't open up
My candle it burns, in a metal tub
I finally quit, but I can't give up
And I'm empty but I'm full up to the brim
With little contradictions
Oh oh
Little contradictions
Oh oh
And I hate it that you walked away
So I decided I should celebrate
No more dealing with your shit
But my God I think I'm missing it
And I think I'm better now
I declare it as I fall onto the ground
My bleeding heart, it won't open up
My candle it burns, in a metal tub
I finally quit, but I can't give up
And I'm empty but I'm full up to the brim
With little contradictions
Oh oh
Little contradictions
Oh oh
I get knocked out and then when I wake up
I'm holding on tight to a poison that's fatal
I can't let go till somebody takes it
And then I break down cuz I know that I'll chase it
These little contradictions
Oh oh
Little contradictions
Oh oh