What You're There For

You said
"I think you know to some degree
Last November was kinda rough for me
And I think it shows that's putting it lightly
But being in patient just isn't really like me

But I gave up watching my own back
When I started watching yours
That's what I'm there for

I used to be the solo kind
But that model of me was just a Phi Lambda Phi prototype
And you don't take it out of me like a sore already does
I can handle when you're not demanding to make you priority one

I ask before enacting and I err on the safer side
Or at least I try

You want a house, a dog, career, a car
It's only scary it's only hard
I want an ounce of calm, not a year apart
It's never scared me, that's never paused
I wanna tower guard, and a morning star
It's terrifying to feel this hard
I would've stayed a vegetarian to honor the effect of our affection

I think you know with certainty
Being part of a partnership is kind tough for me
You know I need to get away when I can't take it any more
you showed you'd care for me anywhere I know that's what you're there for

I catch red flags in a couple of months
But there were never any there for you
So I married you"