Decorum

I adore the pain!
My psychological drug to feel alive
In the shadows with abandon thoughts
Circles of sin, abuser of life
It's killing me!
Deranged!
I have no one to trust
Derailing!
I don't even trust myself
Restless, enraged, actions of disgrace
Always long for something more
But what more am I, than just a waste!?

Soulless
Nothing for me but affliction
Continuing to live in this illusion
Delusional. Losing all control, losing all control!
No longer holding back, no longer holding back! Embrace the abyss
Isolated. No solace in my own thoughts

Twisted, falsified. How long must this go on?
Before I realize it's too late to claim sanity

Establish practices
Standard principles of behavior
Emerge from the cesspool
This beautiful, unrestful disgusting place

A void of wasted time
An ever lasting failure

Never again shall I lose my dignity!
Crush my demons!
I am worthy!
Break the chains!!
The cleansing of my artificial pride

Drain the negativity
Now strict to notions of decorum
Drain the negativity
Now strict to notions of decorum
Drain the negativity
Now strict to notions of decorum
Drain the negativity
Now strict to notions of decorum!!!

(HIDDEN TRACK)
To new beginnings (New beginnings!)
We are forever (Forever!)
I see my future. Your doubts don't weigh me down!
With this lifes weight (Weight!)
I'm pushing back! (Pushing back!)
These calloused hands will bleed forever!
DNG!
DNG!



Credits
Writer(s): Andres Enrique Martinez, Steven Cervantes
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