Syringes (feat. Malak the GOD)

I'm on some
Hot shit pop shit drop shit
Keep pistols on my waist
Heartless darkness ruins even my brightest days
Pain I feel won't heal and I can't catch a break
No pain pills just fill my body up with Novocain Because I've

Been hurt way too many times it don't hurt the same
I'm getting tired of hearing lies being told to my face
I tried sticking by your side but I can't make you to stay
Apologies won't erase
Mistakes engraved in my brain
I need novocain

The only time you're financially free is when you're in a grave
Like selling morphine to more fiends I'm trying to get paid
My life done took a turn for the worst and now my mind ain't the same
Reroute and hit them back roads I hope GPS knows the way cause I don't
Choose your path and never lose hope
Never crashing out about a hoe
Chasing money always on the road
I wish I never left you alone
I can't believe you just left me to die alone and bleed
This pain's unbearable put novocain in my i.V.
I think you're perfect but hating me was your specialty
I'd give anything to feel your body right next to me
I settled for less than what I'm worth you mistreated me
I tried to cope with novocain drinks and THC
Fuck anesthesia
I wish my mind had amnesia
Did everything except entertain arguments and beat ya
Now every time I call your voice mails says that I can't reach ya
Fighting for a love already lost
Just made me weaker I've

Been hurt way too many times it don't hurt the same
I'm getting tired of hearing lies being told to my face
I tried sticking by your side but I can't make you to stay
Apologies won't erase
Mistakes engraved in my brain
I need novocain

You walked out of my life
When I started changing
So I can save your day
Uh
Different pleasures
Different missions
Too deep trying to escape our pain
But too many days
I tried to look inside your eyes
You broke my heart in pieces
With all your lies in disguise
Stressed by all the wounds
Wasn't no type of surprise
Drippin in your pleasure
Surfing through those times I tried
But now I'm smoking
I ain't even know what to do
Stepped on my heart like a troop
I guess it was true
I shielded your spirit
And all of my love was the proof
Like what did I do?
Was it my loving or
Was it my caring?
Like why was you barren?
You acted like Karen
Patiently waiting to see the scars on my soul that you were tearing
Uh
Uh
I guess we are done done done
Ain't no more fun now that I'm gone
No
I bet that you're feeling alone yeah yeah yeah

Been hurt way too many times it don't hurt the same
I'm getting tired of hearing lies being told to my face
I tried sticking by your side but I can't make you to stay
Apologies won't erase
Mistakes engraved in my brain
I need novocain



Credits
Writer(s): Kedrick Howard
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