Addicted

I could choose to end it here, but it's become a part of me
Living life without sabotage, why does it ring so empty?
(I'm so empty)
I'm attached to something that only destroys
The blessing of a life I have
Wasting time taking part in it, yet I fall for it without fail

So far in and I'm convinced it'll be a part of me
Can't seem to let it go though it kills me
And I can't stop

Count the days it takes off of my life
Count the times it weakens me
Pretending I am happy as it pulls me deeper into its grasp

I can quit I don't need help I must confess that I don't want help

So far in and I'm convinced it'll be a part of me
Can't seem to let it go though it kills me
(Why can't I stop?)
Yet I'm attached to something less
Than what God has promised me
It keeps consuming me too easily and I can't stop

Carelessly dancing with demons unaware of their intentions
I pretend I have control, like I have a choice (what's my choice?)
Moved by the toxicity, I tell myself to keep on fighting
These cues, consuming
All I need is this urge to
Fade
Before it's me that disappears
I've scarred myself with this
I crave what's killing me

So far in and I'm convinced it'll be a part of me
Can't seem to let it go though it kills me
(Why can't I stop?)
Yet I'm attached to something less
Than what God has promised me
It keeps consuming me too easily and I can't stop

I can quit I don't need help I must confess that I don't want help
Once again I've been caught
It's killing me but I can't stop

So far in and I'm convinced it'll be a part of me
Can't seem to let it go though it kills me
Why can't I stop?
Yet I'm attached to something less
Than what God has promised me
It keeps consuming me too easily and I can't stop



Credits
Writer(s): Bryce Garland, Hunter Shaw, Jake Shaw, John Herold
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