Somewhere in between

Don't get me started
Velvet red dress look like red carpet
Cameras on flash no Ezra Miller
Glamour is the cage and I'm the prisoner

So I just flex on the pressure
Had to turn the business into my pleasure
Drowned the stress in another shot taking flight
Lost in the smoke blinded by the laser lights

If it ain't gold then it ain't my type
If it ain't first class then it ain't gon fly
My life is a silver screen classic
Lotta drama, lil romance, and some action

I just wanna be free I just wanna be
I just wanna be free I just wanna be
Image this image that when I hit the scene
Too safe too sexy I'm somewhere in between
I just wanna be free I just wanna be
I just wanna be free I just want to be
New me old me always a different me
Broken star super nova ain't no fixin me

No one wanna talk about it so let's talk about it
Wounded hearts are trap doors so we walk around it
I ain't scared anymore I deep dive in it
I don't care about the fame give me 5 minutes
Y'all can have the 15 I'm behind the curtain
The industry treated me like I ain't worth it
Now I'm building my castle on your shore
I ain't sneakin through the back I'm walking in the front door

I just wanna be free I just wanna be
I just wanna be free I just wanna be
Image this image that when I hit the scene
Too safe too sexy I'm somewhere in between
I just wanna be free I just wanna be
I just wanna be free I just want to be
New me old me always a different me
Broken star super nova ain't nobody fixin me

Im In a prison made of diamonds
All the bars on the windows they be shining
All the meals 5 stars when we dining
That way we never wanna leave we don't mind it
If we ever do escape they gon find us
All the money that they gave us they remind us
This whole time I just wanted to be timeless
But the lime light don't last if you fight it

But I'll fight the wind anyway
I'll swim in the ocean without getting wet
Ill hide the depression inside designer dresses
I'll wear all the puppeteers strings as a necklace

We get so hot that our hearts turn cold
Mistake all the glory and the glitter for the gold
But I'ma still write the greatest story ever told
And not lose myself at the end of the show

Never feelin steady
These voices, so deadly
A beautiful medley
Of quiet doubts

Whispering so loudly silence shouts
Hear em all around me cryin out

Heavy is the head that wears the crown
Even heavier the heart pound for pound when it pounds

Never any time to try and calm a busy mind
Too much money on the line and a bunch of open mouths

Trapped In a world of lights, where my dreams ignite
When the stage is set, I'm allowed to fly
The red carpet rolls, cameras flash for me
I let the presence push it all to the past for me