Be Alone

One A.M. I grab my jacket and I'm out the door
Ditch the party cause I can't take it anymore
Sick of being stuck to the wall tryna blend in,
I'd love to be anywhere but this shitty apartment
I don't really even know what I came here for

Please don't call and don't come over
Please don't try to move in closer
I'm all done with giving my time
To all the people who I always end up standing behind
I'm okay with nowhere to go
Some days I just like to be alone

Cancel plans I made a month ago to see my friends
Every time I'm surprised that this is how it ends
Something in my head must not be firing right,
I got a dead social battery on a Saturday night
Maybe I'll do better next month when I try again

Please don't call and don't come over
Please don't try to move in closer
I'm no good at asking for help,
Cause even when I do I always end up all by myself
I know I've got nowhere to go
I guess I just get to be alone

I don't think I've got the right tools to deal with this
Common Era crisis of self-psychoanalysis
If I can't beat it, why'm I supposed to fight it?
It's an egoparty baby and we're all invited
Everyone says everyone's afraid like I am
Then how come they can make it past the things that I can't
Why is it that I'm the one who's left behind
Just cause I'm no good at faking like everything's fine

Please don't call and don't come over
Please don't try to move in closer
I'm burnt out on trying to fix
The kind of problem with a cure I'm certain doesn't exist
I feel like there's nowhere to go
I think I just need to be alone



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Writer(s): Jimmy Marino
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