Therapy Session

Whole life been picked at
For shoes and the clothes that I wore and I smelled bad
Momma said let god handle it and he did that
Instantly becomes karma for yo slick ass for real
I'm just tryna run up my big racks
If it ain't bout no money I do not want to hear that
All the fake shit I don't even go near that
Showing fake love rose quartz on your bitch ass for real
I ain't even with all that chit chat
Niggas slick talking and they thinking I fear that
You don't want smoke lil bruh this Big Gas
I Might get my bro to rundown on yo weak ass for real

Jayden gotta unique skill set
With the mindset of a star and a kill switch
And When Im on the mic everybody gone feel this
Been doin this shit since I was running the swing sets for real
Tired of all you motherfuckers doin all that talking
If you keep running yo mouth then brodie we gone have a problem
I been tryna remain humble but I'm running outta options
I ain't showing no more mercy putting you up in a coffin
Youngin be depressed and making music is his solace
Had to get up off the net because that shit be gettin toxic
It'll rotten up your mind with all the loathing and the nonsense
And I'm only speaking facts that's why I'm not the trending topic

Speak down on my angels then it's shots fired
Light skinned but you don't wanna see my dark side
Demon seed but I'm still pure In gods eyes
If he Talk down ima have to make his mom cry
Look This shit is Old me to New to you
Niggas walking round really thinking that they bullet proof
I send my lil smackers no telling what they gone do to you
I Get yo ass merked and bring flowers to yo funeral

Do not disturb on my phone (yeah)
When I hit the studio (yeah)
Wise person once told me when you become a man you put away childish things
Do not disturb on my phone (yeah)
When I hit the studio (yeah)
It's my turn now
Demons won't leave me alone (yeah)

Fucked up inside
God hear my cry
I'm tired of trying
I feel like dying
Fucked up inside
God hear my cry
I'm tired of trying
I feel like dying

Gave me a dad who was passing on his trauma to me
And then you turned around and took my mama from me
God I don't understand what's your problem with me
Why you doing me so bad you keep bothering me
You the reason that I got this fire started in me
I got her name tattooed Cause it's scarring me deep
Gotta find a way to cope and use the artist in me
I could never bring myself to be a heartless being

Suppressing all my feelings gotta take some repercussions
Everything is building up so I exploded like eruptions
Led to suicidal thoughts and even mother fucking cutting
All the voices inside my head we kept on having damn discussions
Tried to get them to be quiet they kept saying I was nothing
Lit my heart on fucking fire burning churning in combustion
Got Fucked over way too much i have no one to put my trust in
Welcome to the world of jayden listen to my fucking struggle

Becoming a man
Is hard as hell no one understands
I don't got a plan
Just got a pen and pad in my hands
But will it withstand
Don't give a fuck I'm taking command
For all the times the people in the world called me bland
But now ima stand
Both of my two feet in the sand
I don't need a brand
Not doing this for money and fans
I do what I can
Take hip hop to where it began
I'm smoking on strands to get these voices outta my head
Don't know what they said
I just know they all want me dead
All I see is red
It got my fucking vision impaired
My inner child scared
Just like the monsters under my bed
I gotta prepare
Cause didn't nobody show me they cared
So no one is spared
I don't even fuck you squares
You Niggas is weird
Time for me to go disappear
Closed off from the world
I don't even talk to my peers
God leading the way I trust in him to make me see Clear

Turn that shit off