This is Not a Confession

This is not a confession
This is the start of a great proliferation
This is an initiation
To the greatest truth that will take hold of the nation

All of them, in fact
This is just the first act
And I'll be simple and direct
I will try hard to reflect
All the lessons that I've learned
all the bridges that I've burned
To stand now in the light
Of my one true god
Her name is Claudia

I'm here to confirm your suspicions
Although I'm sure we won't agree
On basic definitions
All those who disappeared around me
You'll call them murders
But they are inside me

And I will be with them to forever
Jen, Mark and even Mr Dever
All of us part of the light
Have all the power of life
Have left behind us all strife
Nothing can touch us
Nothing can stop us
And it's for all time
With my one true god
Her name is Claudia

Come with me and I'll tell you how it all happened
Stay with me and I'll show you all that is true
Everything you're not meant to know
She'll give to you

It's the story of how I
Billy Gray had to almost die
Just to discover that I wasn't alive
Something that was just derived
But she came to me and contrived
My fall and my thrive
Because it's time to revive
Not just to temporarily survive
You need to have a drive
To not just connive
At the crimes of our existence
And the way our nature lies
We want to pluck out our eyes
Not see the falling skies
But it's coming for you guys
But not for me or Jen or Mark
Or even Mr. Dever
We are forever!