How Can It Be

I can wake up each day
Pray by your side
But I keep coursing and torturing
Aching at night

I can feel it in my face
The tears that have dried
And they keep coming and calling
Your name in each one

Cold in the womb
The walls are breaking in
And the pressure is bubbling
The faking of my dramatic scene

You can still see the halls
I'm stuck six feet deep
And I can't breath at all when I'm alone
Let me drown while you hold my feet

How can it be
That I keep forgetting
Who I used to be?

So far but close inside
In my heart
I'm the same human being

I am hugging the streets
That kept me clean
From society I'm greatful here
Alone in this fever dream

And I'm walking back home
A change in my reality
Because I am here
You are me
We coexist in beauty

Cold in the womb
The walls are breaking in
And the pressure is bubbling
The faking of my dramatic scene

You can still see the halls
I'm stuck six feet deep
And I can't breath at all when I'm alone
Let me drown while you hold my feet

How can it be
That I keep forgetting
Who I used to be?

So far but close inside
In my heart
I'm the same human being