Shower (feat. XO LU)

And so
This is the end
I sit in silence since you reflected it on yourself
Tell me something else!
The group of bearded men's advice is too tough
And writing songs about you is lame

I stand time
Went across albeit
Stuck in the past I'll try
To get out of my mind
I feel so empty inside
These feelings I just can't hide
Keep emotions inside
Cause they say real men don't cry

It's a lonely life for those who chase acceptance the most
I have always hated sympathy I guess that's my fault
Go away don't get involved with this any more
I keep pushing them away and the whole thing is my fault, yeah

I put my pain in every song
It slowly fades and then it's gone
When everybody sings along
This is my therapy you're gone

I put my pain in every song
It slowly fades and then it's gone
When everybody sings along
This is my therapy you're gone

Imma break a promise
Cause that's a (that's a) promise
But I'm not always honest
I'm just really floored
And super insecure
My super power's telling everyone I'm doing good
That's some shit I really need to work on
But not right now I'm changing clothes
Trying to see what works on
Tell me get it off my chest
Time to keep this shirt on
Even in the shower
So they won't catch me slipping
Housekeeper with no place to live in

Yeah I put my pain in every song
It slowly fades and then it's gone
When everybody sings along
This is my therapy you're gone
I said I put my pain in every song
It slowly fades and then it's gone
When everybody sings along
This is my therapy you're gone

I put two bread slices in the toaster
Popped out, spread Nutella but then I froze there
Realised shit
Life's a roller coaster