The Art of Letting Go

I keep running in circles but never quite figure it out
Should I stay young or grow up and find out what life's all about?
Feeling lost in the heat of the moment that never ends
Tryna to take back control of the voices that put me to bed

I'll find someone to help me untangle this mess
Too blind to see

You clean your room and go outside
Talk to strangers to satisfy
The empty space left in your mind
Is any of it working yet?
One step backwards
One deep breath
It takes losing it all to get out of your head
But nothing feels better
Than when you find out what you need to grow
To learn the art of letting go

Try to centre myself knowing nothing around me is real
A reminder of when it gets dark I decide how I feel
Too much time to myself and I've fallen back in again
Only this time the doubts and the pain and the fears
Don't define who I am in the end

When you're by yourself at night
That feeling in your chest gets tight
Your thoughts seem like they're out of time
Out of rhythm
Rushing over in one big wave
Desperate for a quick escape
Holding on to what feels safe
What feels familiar

You clean your room and go outside
Talk to strangers to satisfy
The empty space left in your mind
Is any of it working yet?
One step backwards
One deep breath
It takes losing it all to get out of your head
But nothing feels better
Than when you find out what you need to grow
To learn the art of letting go
The art of letting go
Ba da da da da da da da da
I'm letting go