11:11 (I Wish I Was Dead)

Tired of waiting
I'm just impatient
Tired of forced conversation
Can't love you do the chasin

Bored of all these hoes
Lifestyle so basic
Need you more than ever
But the bitter meds
I taste it
I just need communication

10pm and it's been 2 hours on it
Broken heart
Equals immunity component
Half hour later twitchin spittin lyrics
I'm a poet
Can't stop cause it's all in my head

You don't call now
You leave me on read
Stop that feeling at 10:50
I just pop another X
11.11, make a wish, I wish I was dead
Look, this ain't the drugs
This my happy daily thoughts

21 minutes just to write that last line
I get stuck up in my thoughts
And for good measure
So im out my body
Take another one, I'm looking at the clock

Popping beans like it's candy
Reach a high that is painless
Everybody dies but
My death will be blameless
Lesson learned fighting myself
I'm just debating, I'm off 6 of em
Right now
(That was about 65 minutes ago
Finna throw back 4 more)
Don't!
Just so I can say bitch I'm truly on 10
Please don't kill my high cause
I'm truly in my zone
This gon' be a long night
Just looking at the clock
I'm just tryna get my mind right
Hope my heart don't stop

Money and drugs
Only choose one, don't be someone
You're not, be yourself, be yourself
Money and drugs
Money and drugs
We fight to make up
You don't wanna wait up on me
It might sound a little crazy
But baby girl I hear you
You really got me feeling tight
I'm just thinking on the flight
Now you got a lot of broken promises

Now you gotta make up
I ain't even tripping
You look fine with no makeup
It gets complicated fame, popularity
Collab with the bills
Now she acting so chill
Why her heart so damn cold
I've been going through the motion
Still tryna get back my soul
Ahhhh

10pm and it's been 2 hours on it
Broken heart
Equals immunity component
Half hour later, twitching, spitting lyrics
I'm a poet, can't stop cause it's all in my head
You don't call now, you leave me on read
Stop that feeling at 10:50
I just pop another X

11.11, make a wish
I wish I was dead
All that love shit is dead to me
I don't wanna feel love no more

Every time I let my guard down
Let someone get next to me
Why bitches only want to sex with me
Should've listened to my cousin
Thought that bitch was bringing out The best in me
Now here, lays my heart
It rest in pieces
I'm getting high
I don't wanna watch the clock no more
You don't even know
Why I don't wanna talk no more

You missing memories
You don't miss me
You been gone for a minute
Somebody has your soul
Yet you wanna be mine

Textin me day and night
Talking about how you miss me
This nigga ungrateful
Come pull up on me and kiss me
Can you feel the toxicity
That shit is my remedy

Why the fuck you got me
In my feelings
Singing all these melodies
You supposed to be out of my mind
I ain't gotta think about you

You got me thinking
I'm out of my mind
There ain't a time
Ion think about you
Stop manifesting, I'ma let you be

I'm tired of waiting
Tired of forced conversation
Can't love, you do the chasing
Can't love, you do the chasing
I'm tired of waiting

I'm just impatient
Tired of forced conversation
Can't love you, do the chasing

Everything we've been through
Or haven't seen
stick with you
Till the end
So why not try to make amends
Cause we're just friends

We don't have to stop there
No, we don't have to stop there
Thought we had it all
Till things got a little unfair

We don't have to stop there
Think fast, we can run it back
No past, too far for that
History always repeats itself

So I ask, do we know the past
Face time, Ignore your texts
From the things that you've done