Move On

I got to move on, move on with my life
Think twice let it go, let it go
I got to move, on move on, with my life

I don't know what happened, I used to be happy
Like a vial of morphine, dripping through my veins
Trying to absorb the pain, fifteen years old, holding my tears insane
Squeezing your hand, quicksand, laying on a gurney
Hawaiian shorts, like you on a journey
Wake up daddy, quit haunting my dreams
You're dead, OD, looking down at you, like seeing my reflection
Doctors didn't remove the tube, inspection
EMTs tried to bag you with, they called it DOA
Thirty-six years old, wasted away
Could you imagine, I'm traumatized, can't sleep
Don't turn off the lights
Mom, all I need is a minute of your time
You and your best friend in the bedroom, snorting a fat line
Looking down at my watch, wondering when it will stop
I needed stimulation, why is the door locked
Meth lab in the garage

Have you ever wondered why I am the way that I am, because
I've been through more shit than like three peoples' lives
Back from hell and here I still stand
Ready to take on the world, one day at a time

Have you ever wondered why I am the way that I am, because
I've been through more shit than like three peoples' lives
Back from hell and here I still stand
Ready to take on the world, one day at a time

I made it through my teenage years
Didn't think I was going to have to do it without you
All grown up without a dad, wondering what it would've been like
If you would've been my right-hand man
Wouldn't have this anxiety and heartache
I dream of you all the time, do you regret your selfishness
By pushing the rig into your vein
If I had you in my life, it could've been better
The alcohol abuse, grand theft burglary
Sitting in Juvenile jail, in a cell
Looking in the mirror, seeing your reflection
Rebelling, crying out, I needed you, Dad, how could you
Things may have gotten better, why did you give up
That's no example, I cried myself to sleep
For the first couple of years
Thinking in my fucked up head, if I only would've been with you
Maybe you wouldn't be dead

Have you ever wondered why I am the way that I am, because
I've been through more shit than like three peoples' lives
Back from hell and here I still stand
Ready to take on the world, one day at a time

Have you ever wondered why I am the way that I am, because
I've been through more shit than like three peoples' lives
Back from hell and here I still stand
Ready to take on the world, one day at a time

I got to move on, move on with my life