Not Used To Me

It's late at night and I can't sleep
I wanna be fine
Is this just how it's gonna be?
I'm taking my time to rearrange my thoughts
I'm trying to breathe
But my breath gets caught

And I wanna know if I'm too late to be okay
Do I start to show it, or do I wait
Will I ever feel ready?

I'm by myself sitting by the door
I wanna leave, maybe outside there's more
But do I wanna risk it all to see? Yeah
Or do I stay alone just trying to breathe?

And I wanna know if I'm too late to be okay
Do I start to show it, or do I wait
Will I ever feel ready?

I'm tryna break through to you
And I wanna tell you
That I am-
I'm breaking down to pieces
I just wish you could see it
See that I am-
Not who I used to be
Not who I used to be
And I am not used to me

I won't sugar coat it
Sometimes I don't see the moments where I'm alright (ooh)
My playlists got 82 songs
I listen when life goes all wrong
And I wanted it right (ooh)

And I wanna know if I'm too late to be okay
Do I start to show it, or do I wait
Will I ever feel ready?

I'm tryna break through to you
And I wanna tell you
That I am-
I'm breaking down to pieces
I just wish you could see it
See that I am-
Not who I used to be
Not who I used to be
And I am not used to me

I'm not used to me oh
Oh oh



Credits
Writer(s): Isabelle Partlo
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