Disbelief

Slept through the first six months
Alone in that apartment
Dissociated while the vapor choked the guilt
Glass shards stuck in my carpet
Hiding from disease in darkness
The life I'd waste seemed present in the trees

I've always been a safe bet to break
I've always been a safe bet to break
I cut off my brothers
And shut out most others
I know it's been a long time to wait
Even when it was the world at stake
I cut off my brothers
And that's so much to forgive

Over night became afraid
Of voices on the stairs
And in the hallways
As always
I've got a lot to say
But no solutions
Just excuses to make

I've always been a safe bet to break
I've always been a safe bet to break
I cut off my brothers
And shut out most others
I know it's been a long time to wait
Even when it was the world at stake
I cut off my brothers
And that's so much to forgive

Disbelief seems to be the common theme

I should've been there for you
Not hiding up in Michigan
I should've been there for you
Not hiding behind distances

I've always been a safe bet to break
I've always been a safe bet to break
I cut off my brothers
And shut out most others
I know it's been a long time to wait
Even when it was the world at stake
I cut off my brothers
And that's so much to forgive



Credits
Writer(s): Robert Tallman
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