Far Away

We can really go somewhere else
I don't wanna be no where else
And when I make that choice, it's gonna break my heart
(It got me hurting)
He said he's leavin', I know he ain't goin' far
My "pride" got in the way

A "luv letter" to you, I felt it all for you
"Close my eyes", listen to these beats
It ain't my fault, but then I knew
All I seen was you

I'm knowing I won't be the same
Like you changed, but it's cool
It "got my head hurtin"
Why you gotta move the way you do?

Ain't got no hate in my heart
Cause really, all of this is stupid
I don't need nobody comin' around
Know how it go, cause I've been through it

Don't need nobody new around
I'm holdin' on, but feel I'm losin
Losin' myself!
Bottle it up, throw it in the lake, that's how I felt

Until that day come, I'ma stay real

Take me somewhere we can go far away

I was too blind for it
Told you exactly what I needed, you ignored it

And so from here, I'm pickin' up from where I started

Don't really take drugs, but we can go out like we could party
But you know I ain't that type of girl

You know that ain't me

Manipulation, if I run away
Make me feel wrong if I leave

Making me feel like I'm in the wrong
He probably gon' lie on my name

Or put it in a song
But you know how it go
They ain't gon' tell the part they wrong
But you know how it go

They ain't gon' tell that I been strong

You know that I been feelin' weak

You know I'ma put it in a song
You took advantage of my weakness

Then you left me all alone
But it's cool, I got it
I know that I'll hold on
One day this gon' be over

But I say, I kept it strong

To keep my sane, I had to be quiet
Cause I knew I was gon' go insane
Ever since being quiet, it's been a battle in my brain

(He tried to blame it on depression)

You don't really understand
You ain't really feel the pain
Knowing I'ma get through it, just tired of going through it
So now it's just me and this music, I promise I'ma hold on

Even though I wanted it with you, I'ma just do it alone
This ain't a song, it's a conversation
Ain't gotta make the beat longer
Knowing that I done lost my patience

Move out of state and get me a home
And get that car that I was talking bout
I could be on the road
I say this love done drove me crazy

I'm all off the road
Can't say too much when you be hurtin
I'ma have to end it on this note