Chillin Alone

You should go slower than me
And let a chance for girls to see your feet
Cuz remember when you wanted to share those pics
To get some profit of the net pd

Cuz you think you wouldn't be a freak
But ever since you shot that man in Dee
Released from prison you kissed me
But your soul's still sinful it's not free

Wherever shall you go
I will be chillin all alone
I need no men like you who call
Girls everything your mama scolds for
When I'm tryna be myself
You tell me I don't make no sense
I'm tryna be like someone else
Well let's be honest, what the hell

Dear it's time you let go off my soul
Eating me up like I am in Mordor
Love like this is not pain, it's torture
Only if I found strength to be more sure

Return to the make-believe that I once created
Abuse was the card I fool-played against me
Now I'm in my room with a knife in my shirt
How long will it be till he notice I'm gone

Wherever shall you go
I will be chillin all alone
I need no men like you who call
Girls everything your mama scolds for
When I'm tryna be myself
You tell me I don't make no sense
I'm tryna be like someone else
Well let's be honest, what the hell

Tide's still keeping up, but I'm runnin away
And all the hatred I've felt was never for your big knaves
But for myself cause of all the crap I took to be true
You played your part now it's time for me to pick up my rules

Kept to yourself the whole damn time I thought that we were together
Played your friends like you played me but now my feelings unwaver
To your health I raise this glass of wine in my Rolls Royce
I earned myself and left cause being with you was never my choice

And I never would've thought that what they said wasn't true
I thought that we were one big match; alas it burnt too
I kept rewinding every stupid thing cause I was a fool
I'm only sorry for not putting four more years top of two!

Wherever shall you go
I will be chillin all alone
I need no men like you who call
Girls everything your mama scolds for
When I'm tryna be myself
You tell me I don't make no sense
I'm tryna be like someone else
Well let's be honest, what the hell



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Writer(s): Sofiya Demirelli
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