Bury the Pain

It's time to believe in myself
Bury the pain
Think I'm in need of some help
Cause I'm very afraid
Yeah, my anxiety
Eats me up inside of me
I'm not okay, I try to be
Think it's time that I believe in me

Sick of waking up hungover
Every night I swear I'm gonna get sober
But this pressure's weighing down my shoulders
And be happy for me is a misnomer
Cause I put on a fake smile and ache while
I pretend I'm okay, all these problems they pile up
Tell depression take it's coat off, stay awhile
Pretend I have my shit together but I'm fragile
Delicate, I've been walking through this hell again
I just wanna break down, I just wanna tell a friend
I'm hurting, but I don't have none, so I fell and hit
Rock bottom, I don't see anxiety mellowing

It's time to believe in myself
Bury the pain
Lately ain't even my self
And I'm over my ways
Yeah, my anxiety
Eats me up, I'm dying, please
Someone save me, irony's
I'm the only one that can find relief for me

But it's time to believe in myself
Sick of this liquor that's been eating at my cells
Killing me, not long till my liver shuts down
But myself, I don't give a fuck about
What's the source, where'd it come from's the question
Maybe not having parents caused this depression
Growing cold now, my heart's been infected
And if I hurt you that's not my intention
It goes back to my dad popping downers
Snorting lines of coke off CD's on the counter
These voices scream at me they're only getting louder
Telling me everything that I'll never amount to (fuck!)

It's time to believe in myself
Bury the pain
Think I'm in need of some help
Cause I'm very afraid
Yeah, my anxiety
Eats me up inside of me
I'm not okay, I try to be
Think it's time that I believe in me

It's time to believe in myself
Bury the pain



Credits
Writer(s): Kurt Hanson
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