Memory Loss

Think I'm livin' large

She think I'm livin' large, a victim of the hard pavement
Different from a star, look different from afar, ain't it?
Now that's a spiffy spark, some shit to keep my heart racin'
Shit be full of frauds, don't listen to the false claimin'
I took the fall, was trippin' 'cause' I lost patience
But I got shit resolved a bit, I need to solve latent

Ain't no quick results, you give in what you gon' take in
Peep we dripped it off, but really you was soft hatin'
I keep my mitt involved, the mittens on for raw flamin'
You know the biggest dogs get chicken with their paws shakin'
Can't be livin' long, we're livin' for the large payment
I swear I rid my wrongs, a writtens I performed aching
Every bit of song or scribble that I thought of saving (saving)
(I'm writing down everything you say in my mind)

Since a shorty, it was up, I would blush
Always actin' tough, could call me on my bluff (on my bluff)
As a kid, I thought this is what it was
Livin' how I want, but it wasn't givin' him enough
It's different from how I thought it would've been when I grew up

I still got some shit to overcome
Took a plunge, came back up above to take a puff
Of some haze and a Vanilla Dutch
Gotta save my lungs while I'm young
Just in case it's too late to adjust
Somethin' sacred faded from what I was made up of
I lost my native tongue, it's part of the way I was

Why I memorized every line when every day begun
And every day was done, I still forget at times
It's the life getting fried
Made me forget my rhymes, at times it made him dumb
Less energized with every blunt
But all side effects aside, it tends to mend my mind
Left him mesmerized, It made it fun

What you tryna save him from?
Worked a ten to nine, 10 a.m to 9 a.m, but don't remember why
Spent my time at the venue getting high
Just remember, always saddle up before you say goodbye (say goodbye)