Just Like Mine

I don't wanna put you in my calendar
I just wanna fall asleep in your bed
Remember when I laid my head down on a pillow of perfume?
Well I remember wishing that it was you

I don't want to be an obligation
I want you to wake up in my bed
Remember how I spent those years in madness all alone?
Well I remember wishing that you would phone

I think about you all the time
If I didn't love so much, it wouldn't be half the crime
To look at all we lost
Just buried in the shrine
Well, honey
Your grief looks just like mine

Know that I didn't mean to cut you off
I just had to cut you out of me
I miss you the most when I look in the mirror and I see you there
A string pulled
Once my tether, now a snare

Know that I didn't mean to leave you like that
No one ever told me what to do
Except for you, my baby blue
And I trusted in your strength
Though it was through pain that it was made

I think about you all the time
If I didn't love so much, it wouldn't be half the crime
To look at all we've lost
Just buried in the shrine
Well, honey
Your grief looks just like mine

All of this hurt, I'll leave it in your name
Nothing I deserve will ever feel the same
Love comes to me softly, and I'm spiteful at the taste
I keep my baby in a grave

And I think about you all the time
If I didn't love so much, it wouldn't be half the crime
To look at all we lost
Just buried in the shrine
Well, honey
Your grief looks just like mine