Deranged

Am I insane
To want to mask the pain
Give it a different name
Does that make me deranged
To go through all this pain
To mask all my pain
All this cocaine
It fucks with my brain
Flowing through my veins
Don't how to explain
Am I insane

Yeah
This is my just for today
Don't need a getaway
Not such thing as too late
Tomorrow ain't promised
All the calls i get missed
Every night getting pissed
Forgetting the girls on my list
The the fact i exist
I can't keep doing this
Falling into the abyss
Fixing problems with my fists
Tryna see through the fog and the mist
All the people i miss
This life is full of risks
I'm just a lyricist
Drugs i try to resist
It's a cease and desist
Cuts all over both wrists
You get the gist
My past is dark
Blackened heart
All bite no bark
Dodging narcs
Tracks on my arm
I meant no harm
But I lost my charm
Damn
I lost my heart
I meant no harm
But I lost my charm

Am I insane
To want to mask the pain
Give it a different name
Does that make me deranged
To go through all this pain
To mask all my pain
All this cocaine
It fucks with my brain
Flowing through my veins
Don't how to explain
Am I insane

Every line
Was a do or die
And the crime defined
This world of my mine
Every time
Needed a panic hotline
Poisoned from the vine
It allowed me shine
Until it started defy
And it turned me down
Gave me the crown
And it taketh away
Now i know it's okay
Didn't get it the right way
Amongst all the dismay
You know what they say
This is voluntary madness
From a place sadness
Till there's no longer a choice
Till there's no longer a voice
Just marionette like a toy
No more joy
We auto destroy
It's like swimming out the past buoys
Just a drowning noise
Then a white light
Shining bright
Like dynamite
In the dead of night
Reached a brand new height
And I know I'm not right
Got lean in my sprite
But I'm high as a kite
And this my really might be my last sight
Is this the end of my life

Am I insane
To want to mask the pain
Give it a different name
Does that make me deranged
To go through all this pain
To mask all my pain
All this cocaine
It fucks with my brain
Flowing through my veins
Don't how to explain
Am I insane



Credits
Writer(s): Rocco Fuschillo
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