Heal Myself

Take the beef and smoke it like a cigarette
Niggas say they spinning blocks but ain't no pirouettes
Take a look inside my heart it's dark like silhouettes
Fell in love with myself but I ain't healed up yet
Opps say they want my Top but I don't see no threats
You won't catch in my feelings rather catch a jet
Fell in love with myself I got no regrets
Fell in love with myself but I ain't healed up yet

I just wanna catch a jet and get up outta here
Escape all the pain and trauma from my younger years
Take a jet up to the heavens bring my granny here
When you only fearing God you ain't got no fears
When you loving everybody you can lose yourself
Always helping everybody never help myself
Cuz you ain't really got nobody when you in a cell
On a one way straight to hell I had to save myself
If you don't do it for yourself then who you do it for
They put the 9 up in my face and threw me to the floor
I'm not a victim of my past this time I'm giving more
When they label you the key you gotta open doors
Tried to box me in but ain't no lock on it
I know the road get lonely put some shocks on it
Buy a Cuban chain and put some rocks it
I can't blame you for my past this time I gotta own it

Take the beef and smoke it like a cigarette
Niggas say they spinnin' blocks but ain't no pirouettes
Take a look inside my heart it's dark like silhouettes
Fell in love with myself but I ain't healed up yet
Opps say they want my Top but I don't see no threats
You won't catch in my feelings rather catch a jet
Fell in love with myself Igot no regrets
Fell in love with myself but I ain't healed up yet

I had to cut her off protect my energy
She In love with who I was but she not into me
I been fighting with my demons ducking entities
Pray my niggas never switch and turn to enemies
I done seen my closest friends do the boldest shit
Shit I let them on my wave and then they the sunk ship
They left me treading in the water had to sink or swim
I was floating to the bottom came up really him
Tryna heal myself but these days I don't really grin
Couple Ls back to back well that's a W
Wish success upon my potnas wanna see them win
I been private with my life won't do no interviews
Judge put a pause on life but this a interlude
I let them sleep on me they taking quaaludes
Fell in love with myself if I seem I rude
If this a game of chess I made my own rules

Take the beef and smoke it like a cigarette
Niggas say they spinnin' blocks but ain't no pirouettes
Take a look inside my heart it's dark like silhouettes
Fell in love with myself but I ain't healed up yet
Opps say they want my Top but I don't see no threats
You won't catch in my feelings rather catch a jet
Fell in love with myself I got no regrets
Fell in love with myself but I ain't healed up yet