Can't Concentrate

I don't wanna get out of bed
I don't wanna face the day
There's a Rolodex in my head but
I can't concentrate

Staring into the void instead
Maybe then things will go my way
Can't get it all done
I can't concentrate

Maybe if I try a little harder
I'll feel smarter
But that's not the case
And really it comes down to if I'd rather try before or after
I awake

Up at night
Racing thoughts
In my mind
How did it get
So damn late my heart keeps palpitating worried I can't concentrate

I can't find all my loose leaf sheets
Don't wanna find out what's underneath
Everything is mess
I can't concentrate

I circle back and forth in my room
Until my critical brain resumes
But I did things wrong
And now I'm in a state but
I can't concentrate

Maybe if I write down all my letters
Things will get better
I lack consistency
But everyone around me seem to all get by it's so astounding
I'm floundering

Up at night
Racing thoughts
In my mind
How did it get
So damn late my heart keeps palpitating worried I can't concentrate

Can't concentrate

Up at night
Racing thoughts
In my mind
How did it get
So damn late my heart keeps palpitating
I'm rushing tired of waiting
Fuck what everyone is saying
And I still can't concentrate