s i n c e. i . l e f t

Yeah, check
I'm losing patience like doctors who failed to save us
Can't say the same about Sebi they took him for curing cancer
Not shook by any threats from these niggas that try to send us
"Proxy mark your words", I can't I'm more of a moderater
A vip pass to afterlife's what they serve us
When you know your worth, you reach new heights but they wont let us
These dictators just dick takers, it's nothing different
Cancer sticks are a habit when citing Mynd's Eye's scriptures
I've been writing through these mental blocks
Stressed and contemplating if I'll ever make it out all
Calling out these labels just to let them listen to my songs
Still there's no response from them
"I guess I'm just not good for y'all"
I'm my biggest critic, I throw at stones me that's how I rock
Picture me in this frame of mind since y'all been photoshopping selfs
IG not reality y'all visit docs and put it in
Worse y'all living life throughout a lens but barely focus
I see right through the optics
You hardly notice filters filtering more than your fuckin' skin
Looks are so deceiving, you showing you lacking self-esteem
I know you see it trending but ignorant of addiction
You wake up with a pimple thinking that you need a fixing
It's just a sad reality in this world that we live in
I heard you niggas verses and they sound like affidavits
I heard you niggas, I mean I heard you once or twice
The third time was the time
Y'all had cocks inside your mouths, breathe!

Do happy endings really do exist?
I reminisce on memories I miss
Question things and feelings I don't feel
And since I left I hardly ever trip
Amazing how you impress the ones you please
Makes me doubt that you in love with me
Resentment in me be the death of me
I might as well write my eulogy
Do happy endings really do exist?
I reminisce on memories I miss
Question things and feelings I don't feel
And since I left I hardly ever trip
Amazing how you impress the ones you please
Makes me doubt that you in love with me
Resentment in me be the death of me
I might as well write my eulogy

"I should appreciate you for the person that you are"
Well that sounds so fuckin rich coming from the one who can't
Can never be submissive while you take me for a cunt
Offended I'm dismissive but we ended 'fore we start
Disguising the limit, its a shame that we apart
A bad crash happened while looking ahead of us
A bad sense occurred when you and I were in love
I curse that era thinking that we more than blood
Please don't tell me about the days we had back back in the day
Nothing good from those days except watching them age
Not happy with the move so sit back and replay
I gave us a chance you managed to complicate
Play it safe you took more with you than what you really came
I've learnt to see your ways, I won't play your game
I've learnt through the pain, my feelings are not the same
My mind in a fade, I am fighting my brain

Do happy endings really do exist?
I reminisce on memories I miss
Question things and feelings I don't feel
And since I left I hardly ever trip
Amazing how you impress the ones you please
Makes me doubt that you in love with me
Resentment in me be the death of me
I might as well write my eulogy
Do happy endings really do exist?
I reminisce on memories I miss
Question things and feelings I don't feel
And since I left I hardly ever trip
Amazing how you impress the ones you please
Makes me doubt that you in love with me
Resentment in me be the death of me
I might as well write my eulogy