Late Night Convos

Late night convos if you're awake
You're 22 and dealing with boy shit
(You caused it)
I'd come over if it were my birthday
Supportive of you in your depression
(Manipulation)

17, naïve
To think you see me as your equal
19, innocently
Unaware that he's stuck in the middle

Late night convos through our phones
Never met you in-person
Never had a chance till you broke up
It's weird how I wished he was my boyfriend

Relationship consolation
From someone who's never had one
Asked me to snoop around on him
I said, "no, you'll never see me on one"

And how fucked up is that?
I get it you were lovesick, you were perfect together
But I guess he didn't feel the same
And now you're in London

And how fucked up is it?
That every time I saw a notification for you pop on my phone
I got excited
I feel indecent

It wasn't my first time being used
And it might not be the last
But I never thought I'd try to be groomed
By a man I'd never met

Even though I hate to admit that I liked the attention

Late night convos when we're awake
The conversation has gotten stagnant
I don't know why I stayed awake in the first place
You never did anything for me