‘Tis the Season - Orchestral Version

They say this time of year is supposed to be joyful
Going to parties, holiday shopping, singing carols
But I just can't, seem to get into the spirit
This year
While I hear jingles at stores
'Tis the season
Everyone says to be happy
But ever since last December
I feel down
Don't want to deal with
All the bad memories
From last year
It really hit me last winter
Was happy, I got gifts
It felt like it all worsened
And I felt like
I didn't deserve it
'Cause of the trauma
I started to go deeper through
Being online and offline
I was down
'Tis the season
Everyone says to be happy
But ever since last December
I feel down
Don't want to deal with all the bad memories
From last year
Now I feel like my heart is cold
As the fifty degree and below weather
Even while being in
What's known as the sunshine state
I still feel sad inside
'Tis the season
Everyone says to be happy
But ever since last December
I feel down
Don't want to deal with
All the bad memories
From last year
While everyone has someone special
For Christmas
I can't because it will worsen
And add to my trauma
So I don't even think about it
'Tis the season
Everyone says to be happy
But ever since last December
I feel down
Don't want to deal with
All the bad memories
From last year
I stopped at a guy
Wearing a Santa hat
And ringing the bell
I drop a few coins in there
If I can make someone's life better
This holiday season, I will
'Tis the season
Everyone says to be happy
But ever since last December
I feel down
Don't want to deal with
All the bad memories
From last year



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