Inferior

I can't trust these loose lips of mine
To maintain these lies
So I guess I'll swallow my pride
And let you take a look on the inside
So do you see what I see?
Are you just like me?
Physically sickened by the vision in my fucking mirror
But at least you see what I am so much clearer
An anxious wreck raised to think he was inferior
Drowning in the pit I dug myself with the self abuse
Feels like there's fucking two of me, I need to cut him loose
But if I did that they'd see why I became a recluse
This self deprecating cynicism
Made my head a fucking prison
Ever increasing the toxicity inside of me
Trying to kill the reflection I don't want to see
I'm literally fucked, I'm stuck in a rut
I should be better by now, I just don't have the guts
But don't worry about me, I'll be just fine
Lying in this six foot pit, in a box made of pine
It's the first time in years that I've felt at home
So prove me right one final time, leave me to die alone



Credits
Writer(s): Don Coveny, Matthew Hughes
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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