make it all make sense - Instrumental

I sat right beside you
I played cool for a sec
Since you called my name
I started losing my game

And something in the room felt like
There was an awkward haze
But it drew a different feeling
When I caught you gaze

And I looked away quickly
And quite sure I turned red
And I smirked down a little
I'm afraid that you noticed

In my head, a thought was forming
And I tried hard to resist
How I wished we're in private
How I wish it never ended

You had me mesmerized again I can't gainsay
The way you do your ways got me desperate
I want you always near, I can't explain
As I wish nothing but to make it all make sense

And the memories lingered
On your weekend getaway
Like a job half-done
I almost hit you up again

'Til I recalled the days passed by
And how we turned it cold
Most of it was on me
Now you can barely hold

And the mood changed quickly
When you sent me a text
It was cryptic again
Or was it just me I must blame?

I'm delusional as ever
Stop making me suffer
But I can't help me either
Guess I'll bleed 'til it's over

You had me mesmerized again I can't gainsay
The way you do your ways got me desperate
I want you always near, I can't explain
As I wish nothing but to make it all make sense
Can we make it all make sense?

If I lie, if I have everything denied
Will it die? Will I ever survive the high?
I can't cry 'cause you left me dry
But I'm too scared you'd mind if we try

'Cause there we are almost coming to a standstill
Not quite sure, wanna ask you if you'll appeal
I can tell that you'd play it chill
And I'm afraid to learn it ain't no big deal
To you

You had me mesmerized again I can't gainsay
The way you do your ways got me desperate
I want you always near, I can't explain
As I wish nothing but to make it all make sense
Can we make it all make sense?