At Peace... I Think.

I'm at peace, I think
It's a lot of things that we couldn't be
But I'm at peace, I think
Might as well listen to the things my gut is telling me
I'm at peace, hold on, I think
Its a lot of things that we couldn't be
But I'm at peace, I think
I guess we'll never know cause you never wanted me

Feels weird, so strange
Not having you around every day
That's what happens when I let a lil bitch like you go ahead and play me
I thought I kept you around for my safety
What
Yeah
What

For my safety, I was keeping you around, call me selfish
You would fix up all my problems simply doing all that texting
Now you movin' on and blocking me on everything
And you think I would be okay suddenly just losing you
I'm losing me
I'm losing a big piece of me
But clearly you don't see in me what i always saw in you
So therefore I could never really say that I'm
That I'm, really at peace
You tellin all your friends I ain't nothing but a tweet
It's clear to me that what you post is all about me
And honestly, I found out on my own that you was talking to somebody else
But you ain't never tell me face to face that you was with somebody else
So don't be actin all surprised that I'm so hurt, you did it all yourself
And now you're trynna play the victim

I'm at peace, I think
It's a lot of things that we couldn't be
But I'm at peace, I think
Might as well listen to the things my gut is telling me
I'm at peace, hold on, I think
Its a lot of things that we couldn't be
But I'm at peace, I think (I think)
I guess we'll never know cause you never wanted me

Uh
You knew that I was feeling you so why'd you act the same way
Mixed signals, what we were was always a debate
I couldn't even tell my homies if we'd ever date
I know lately I've been acting like I'm moving on
But if I'm being honest, I don't know if I'm feeling better
Every time you cross my mind I get a panic attack
The way you stabbed me in my heart, I feel it pinch in the back
And I'm sorry if I ever let you think that you could break me in half
I hate being toxic, but you making me mad
I hate to see you petty, you never acted like that
All of a sudden, you make it seem like me and you wasn't friends
And now you telling your friends to get rid of me too
And honestly, I don't give a damn, that's the truth
But you know that I'm hurt, you still doing your thing
Imma cover my pain, and just act like

I'm at peace, I think
It's a lot of things that we couldn't be
But I'm at peace, I think
Might as well listen to the things my gut is telling me
I'm at peace, hold on, I think
Its a lot of things that we couldn't be
But I'm at peace, I think
I guess we'll never know cause you never wanted me

I'm at peace, is it you, is it me
It's a million things I wanted us to be
But being together's something you can't see
Yeah, I get high, but every time I'm with you it's something I never felt
Before
I had all my love at the door
Faced the fact that you'd never let me in
now I reminisce all the things we could've been
I'm at peace, I'm at peace
I thought we'd make it big, it was all just a dream
You always keep it honest when you off of the drank
So I aint surprised, you was never feeling me
I'm at peace, yeah for real, I'm at peace
Don't you play the victim, you already playing me
I'm at peace, I'm at peace
Yeah, I'm at peace