Diamond

Say you love me
But when you see me by the back
Your knife makes a maroon fleck on me
I'm more than my body, more than my brain
Or maybe just a diamond made by grains

I'm worth all points, zero to ten, that's true
But they don't see me in my academic blue
On family dinner, you'll be the sinner
Sure I'll be the saint, the angel bloody paint

Touch me even when I don't let you
It's not a matter if you blank my soul
Tell me if I'll ever be enough
When my corpse's getting cold
How could I be someone's pillar
If in my head everyone says I'm a killer
Why did I break my diamond heart?
Anyone take this fox back to the start

How could you say I am enough?
If when you lie, you always cough
Take my soul as payment
Then give me some compliments
Twisting all my bones for lose
Waiting for my death news
I'll inquire when I'm finally dead
"What was the use of the suffering I had?"

River of tears becoming a sea
They call me diamond in the rough
Tossing my essence in a buck
They use me as their pilaster
Even with my inner disaster
Don't take me back on time
'Cause I sold my body to survive

Touch me even when I don't let you
It's not a matter if you blank my soul
Tell me if I'll ever be enough
When my corpse's getting cold
How could I be someone's pillar
If in my head everyone says I'm a killer
Why did I break my diamond heart?
Anyone take this fox back to the start

I used to play tag, till the day he was dead
But I don't really miss him
Due to way he hurt the young me
"Please" ain't in my vocabulary
Avoiding my problems in bloody mary
When I begged him to stop
He stuffed my mouth with a sock

Violence is never the answer
But I ain't some forgiveness dancer
I was six, but I pretty remember it all too well
Time can't fix my innocence, it was sold in a shell

How can I be an exemplar
While dealing this within war?
Kind touches giving hurts
Glares spelling curses
Diamond ain't my name
Now I'm burning on this flame
At least I've admitted I'll never be enough
Because if I could, I wouldn't wear cuff

Touch me even when I don't let you
It's not a matter if you blank my soul
Tell me if I'll ever be enough
When my corpse's getting cold
How could I be someone's pillar
If in my head everyone says I'm a killer
Why did I break my diamond heart?
Anyone take this fox back to the start



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