Speechless

You know me
You only know your point of view
You'll never control me
No matter how much you think you do
You think you know me
You only know your point of view
You'll never control me
No matter how much you think you do

Haha

Allow me to introduce myself
I was kicked out heaven, so I'm raising hell
Got lost in my image cause I won't ask for help
Met the devil and told him my soul ain't for sale
Recently I've been down and out
Trying my best to not believe the doubt
Looking for angels but demons surround
Asking god where the fuck are you now

No amount of tears is ever enough
The last couple years written out in blood
I give it my all, I spill my guts
I fall in love cause I care to much
Rarely involved I stay out of touch
Judge all you want I got zero fucks
I got the call and hopped on the bus
I went too far and I caught a buzz
You think you know me

Yeah I bet you do
I fit the description of your point of view
You act like you're better cause you don't have a clue
You could call me a clown but the joke is on you
Let me show you the proof
Step into my shoes
Put yourself in my position tell me what would you do
I don't look up to god why should I look up to you
I don't ignore my flaws
I show off every bruise
So pick and choose which one you'd like to hear
Every scar has a story that I'm willing to share
Every moment of glory to times of despair
The deeper you go the more reasons to fear
Everything so unclear
Destiny nowhere near
But when all seems lost I take a look in the mirror
I confront the man responsible for putting me here

You don't need to pray for me
No you don't need to bother
Cause I could see the look on your face
After every challenge conquered
I don't need you and you know it
I don't need to expose it
On the grind I keep going
Take my time before showing
I leave you
Speechless
The moment I arrive

Let me tell you a bit about my roots
Gettin ready for work duct taping my boots
Shitty ass stitching the first to break loose
When you need to get a paycheck
You gotta do what you gotta do
You can't afford a rain check when you got a leaky roof
Better not complain if you pass up the opportunity to improve yourself
Laziness will only lead you up to hell
You got no excuse just take the L

You think you know me cause you see me on vacation
You got no idea the amount of hits I be taking
Just to smile without faking
To drown out the hatred
I've been blessed with a lot
But not one of em was patience
I'm constantly debating
Every decision I'm making
I see through the smoke and mirrors
I'm no one to play with.
I'm known to get dangerous
My life's written on pages
Nobody has shot yet
But I feel them all aiming

You can't see me
You can't hear me
You can't feel me
You'll never know

You don't need to pray for me.
No you don't need to bother
Cause I could see the look on your face
After every challenge conquered
I don't need you and you know it
I don't need to expose it
On the grind I keep going
Take my time before showing
I leave you
Speechless
Hahahaha