Lumber Jumber

As the night falls
And forest sleeps
I awake from
A moment of grief

With my eyes shut
And lips sealed
Torn away from
Self-esteem

My mind is clouded
With sinful thoughts
Don't remember
Even who I was
I've lost to life
In this little game
Gained no respect
Gained zero fame

Couldn't run
No legs remain
Couldn't rest
To ease up pain
No chance here
To rise again
Schizophrenia's
Established reign

And I feel pain
I feel pain
I feel pain
I'm insane

All my friends
Are with me here
I can't see them
Nor I can't fear
This late night
Is powering me
With joy of not
Being empty

Raindrops beating
On my window
Polyrhythmical
Flamingo
Sudden stop
To all this crap
Silence used it's
Firm ol' grasp
Once again
I'm free of pain
No real people
No friends remain

My mind is clear
And it's pure as day
No one left
To betray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
And pray
And pray

Betray
The prey
So come and play

Indifferent
Indifferent
Indifferent
Indifferent