R.I.P Outro Freestyle

Grandma I know you know the truth so I wont lie to you
Its getting hard to have faith but I'm trying to
We used to call you now you look to the sky for you
Puttin the air back in your lungs was something god could do
Taking the covid out your lungs was something god can do
I feel like with all the faith that you gave it was kind of due
Trade every watch in in the world to get some time with you trade every watch
You taught me always go for mines and never think you cant
You taught us all a sense of pride then you gave us strength
Took every life experience and taught us right from wrong
Then showed us how to talk to god so we twice as strong
You used to always want to sing wanted to be a star
Never went gold but in my eyes that's everything you are
For your kids you gave up all your dreams
So to the end I'm chasing all my dreams
A lot of things changed inside me when your spirit passed
I learned to put my faith first and save the fear for last
I'm learning how to read the roads to predict the crash
And trusting god cuz lord knows he can hit the gas
Its getting more harder out here but grandma
But I'm getting mo smarter out here grandma
Holding my self accountable and looking in the mirror
Sparying windex on the glass made my reflections clearer
I understand now all the lessons you was teaching to us
All the times you spoke the word you wasn't just preaching to us
You were trying to save us from the dangers that the streets would do us
You was trying to save us

When I try to share my gift they act like they don't see me grandma
Think they can do it cause I make it look so easy grandma
Can be anything if you work hard they don't believe me grandma
Cuz they don't believe in anything that ain't on tv grandma
I see the storm around the corner and its getting closer
But lightning never strike twice cuz you standing over
But we still need you for your wisdom and everything between
Since you cant tell us on the phone say it in our dreams
Stayed out the prison during my best to be free grandmama
Anit join the army but still gone be all I can be grandmama
And I know these tears gone feel heavy as I write this song
But I know your souls up in heaven where your life belongs
So imma live for all the times your smile made my heart cozy
Every single time you went to god and prayed your thoughts on me
For the times your eyes filled with pride when you talked on me
For the times to keep me in line you went off on me
For the times you prioritize who was lost only
For the times you made the sunshine to fight the dark on me
I hope its you over the line the day he called on me
I know you ain't that far behind when times get hard on me
And I love you cuz you sacrifice to keep our hearts holy
And I love you cuz you kept it real you never talked to phony
And I love you you was always there to tell us walk slowly
And I love you cuz though life ain't fair you changed your cards mostly
And I love you cuz you left behind the perfect mom for me
And I love you cause angels kiss you place them all on me
And my love you cause I know my gifts you prayed em all for me
So imma live righteous in your name real talk toni