Lastly

50 seconds, an average listen
I didn't want to have to do this but y'all didn't listen
I was stressing about every line in my chorus
Slowly hating that the fact that my passion was a chore

I wanted this life ever since I was like 7
Dreams of being on the stage with my mom saying
Baby just forget him
She loved what I was doing like my number one fan

I hope I don't make her sad with this decision in my hands
Killing my ego, people saying don't do it
Another rapper or singer gone but I feel like y'all ain't losing
Don't tell me not to quit if you wasn't there day one

Like I'mma listen to you nobody's tryna tell me some
For the ones who were there from the straight beginning
For the ones who hate when I lose and love when I'm winning
Your words gotta hurt the most

Like when Romeo basically told Juliet
I don't care if you die I'll still love your ghost
I feel like it's missing and I'm feeling like a victim
Like someone was taken from me but I was the one who took him
Like my heart ain't in the right place

Like I need someone to yell at me and say
Don't give up cause I need you straight to my face
I feel like y'all didn't care
Like I was a stranger in y'all's hearts
And y'all just looked up and stared

I'm feeling like I did what I could and Re did too
Like we were backed up in the corner begging to ask y'all
What we supposed to do
I really wish I didn't have to
Like I could go back to when we was in the back room with bad food

Knowing we didn't have to
I wish we were still young
Like when I sung and my main bro was still having fun

I wish I could go back and say
Even though you like it
Your effort and your fans just gonna spit in your face

Even when you die you gon' feel alive in me
Like a zombie or ghost tryna stay alive in me

I did this for my family, my brother and sister
I did this so they knew you could have a better life
Than party and liquor
So they knew no matter what