Devil Deals

I couldn't stop listening to what they were saying
about me man
and they was like yo yo put some real quick shit down bruh
n I'm like Aii I freestyle shit go straight off the top
haha I'm finna do it for y'all right now
uh I said
I got the game in my hands
put in the work
growing in fans
building my worth
I might just jump out the van
get in skrrt
momma done popped out the lens
nobody know how it hurts
tryna keep having fun with my friends
I ain't get to say any amends
only thing that I got was Benz
if I knew it won't do it again 
why
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now they know they can't get on my level
bought a foreign 0-60 two seconds
onna speaker bumpin heavy metal
you ca tell me I know whatcha feeling
I been there before but no I couldn't settle
knew I had to go make me a deal
sad it had to be one with the devil
told her I had to turn to a rebel
cuz everytime I look in her eyes
I only see the darkness
darkness that's inside
I guess I'll know she's worth it
worth it when sparks fly
I really wanna love ya
love till my love dies
but now I'm wide awake
been burning all the bridges
that ain't ever helping me to get across town
been handling the demons
that been steady poppin out up in the background
I know they see me struggling
but if they try me I would never back down

hey
I been hoping that you ca relate
homie rolling a zip of the za
I been smoking that shit to the face
in my head we been hitting it off
never run outta something to say
I been worried bout doing you wrong
been too worried bout losing the race
mix it up and then watch it dissolve
but I'm wrong if I pull out a shank
I said I wanna move up the ranks
they don't know what I'm feeling at all
haha
only notice me building a wall
better learn how to step on the breaks
before I get to making a call
crossing ankles I learned how to ball
running out I done doubled the dose
I been doing whatever it takes
keep a dot on my head I suppose
sick of having run ins with the law
I been cheating on death with the plug
rather have an affair with the bank

I...
ain't crossing the finish until I extinguish the fire
I...
can't feel like a hero when I'm the villain in your eyes
I...
been calming it down till I open the window
to light it back up and they all wonder why
it's helping me out when I'm stuck in the middle
I need meditation to open that eye
living my life like a riddle
been living my life not a little I'm living a lot
you be living like you get belittled onna daily basis
ion think you living a lie
haha
sum sum it's gon thicken the plot
uhhn...