Here, Right Here

Imagine, if I said the words on top of my head
You would wish you never heard the things that I said
This is my cozy lonely place, in here they all hide
The door is locked and bolted safely from the inside

So you're saying there's a fair chance?
I've got nothing but my bare hands
And if you come by me, wanting more
I'll dig my grave here, here, right here

Drained in my lies, I want to cry a desperate cry for help
There's just one way to suffocate the curse within myself
I yearn for freedom, long for peace, I'll never beg for love
There is nothing in this world your love can save me from

So you're saying there's a fair chance?
I've got nothing but my bare hands
And if you come by me, wanting more
I'll dig my grave here, here, right here

But I loved to fantasize
And I did until you opened my eyes
There's no way I can close them now
My illusion is gone
And the fantasy's over
I'm awake, but my world is falling down

So I'll curse the wretch I am
'Cause I waited for you to hold my hand
Guess I waited for far too long
It's too late and now you know
You have my hand and I beg you, let it go
Tell me can you hear me now?

So you're saying there's a fair chance?
I've got nothing but my bare hands
And if you come by me, wanting more
I'll dig my grave here, here, right here