Into My Eyes

I used to fall into your eyes
Until I remembered how hard I tried to get you to
Look into mine, into mine
Into my eyes

I don't mean to be reciprocal, I'm just a bit confused
As to the meaning of living and standing out of line
What is self-expression if it only hurts myself
That's a big red flag and a cry for help
You'll never know just how miserable I felt

Everytime you looked into my eyes
There's reasons that I told you all those lies
I told you Hell on Earth was bound to arrive
I guess there's no difference between you and someone who's alive
Just give me a bit of solace; let me look into your eyes

Oh Oh
When I peek through the windows of your soul, I find that there is nothing there
I should've seen it coming; but my foresight, so unnatural, seems impaired

Please just love me, please just care
Please just tell me you were really there (you were never there)
Tell me your mind wasn't on his eyes
And that I don't look back on wasted time
"Love you" just never seems to suffice

Sit with all of your guilt until you pop under the weight
Terrorizing triumphs seem to be a fitting fate, hold my hand
To realize things that I can't quite explain
Then make mistakes tomorrow so I can learn it all again
Be there God or void, I guess I'll end up in the same place
With a lonely broken heart and one big, old, empty picture frame
No thoughts to give on if they ruin my name
If I had been controlled like that, I'd likely do the same

I used to fall into your eyes
Until I remembered how hard I tried to get you to
Look into mine, into mine, into mine
Your hands were on my thighs
I felt so loved, you felt divine
I guess I only ever wanted to look right into your eyes

Ohhh
Love would never make me such a prisoner