Never Go Back

If I had the chance to delay this mess
I'd never turn back I'd save myself

All the pointless words I left you
I could hardly make those right
Worn out I drove that road until it blurred
Closed my eyes and thought to myself

If I had the chance to delay this mess
I'd never turn back I'd save myself

Gone as quickly I came here
All is colored green and gold
Swiftly I long for what I left there long ago
Close my eyes and think to myself

If I had the chance to delay this mess
I'd never turn back I'd save myself

If I had the chance to delay this mess
I'd never turn back I'd save myself

If I changed some way somehow
If I laid myself right out
In a hole of tired old dreams
It all seemed so raw and I said
If I'd only made up my mind

If I changed some way somehow
If I cast out all this doubt
In the space between two worlds
The time got lost and I thought
If I'd only had back that time

Time, beginning, open up, willing
Time, beginning, open up, willing
Time, beginning, open up, willing
Time, beginning, shut it off, not willing
Time, beginning, shrug it off, and reel it in (feels like a blur)
Time, beginning, build it up, just to break it down (never know that)
Time, beginning, give it up, or sneak away (feels like a blur, never go back)
Time, beginning, Sisyphus, spinning (back again)
Time, revenants, fear it all, reminisce (feels like a blur)
Time, peace of mind, open air, open eyes
Time, quickening
All it is is all it ever was
Time, rise above, you're bright enough, you're right enough
Time, mediate, between the choice, between the fate
Time, knuckle down, the golden hour, it never waits