another sad song

I couldn't fall asleep so I stayed up and took some adderall
Didn't help me focus cuz i mixed it with some alcohol
Just me and Logic Pro, I tried to make another catalog
I hated everything I've ever made cuz it had you involved
My first time in love you broke my heart but I'm still glad it's you
I would hate me too if i was you so I ain't mad at you
Nothing hurts me more than knowing everything I put you through
I'm an asshole
I wasn't lying when we met
I'll write a sad song
About how ignorant I get
Prolly misread every text you ever sent
And made it about me when that was never what you meant
I'm a bad guy
Leave a trail of damage where i walk
It's a bad night
Everytime we really try and talk
I know i've tried
But we never got along
I don't do emotions I just put em in my songs
Oooooo
It's been way too long since i felt something new
I can't fall in love with someone else to lose
I can't make up for the hell i put you through
But it's still you
Why you upset
Aren't I supposed to get a pass
When it's just lust
We don't even have to get along
See you crossed me
Like if there's a line i've ever drawn
I'm surprised it's gotten this far
Now noticed I'm the problem
I'm the record on the shelf
You gon pick me up regardless
Have no choice to hear me out before you call it garbage
Opinions ain't my worry yeah i'm always on the market
I'm really not bad somewhere I must've been tarnished
I'm an asshole
I wasn't lying when we met
I'll write a sad song
About how ignorant I get
Prolly misread
Every text you ever sent
And made about me when that was never what you meant
Ima bad guy
Leave a trail of damage where I walk
Its a bad night
Everytime we really try and talk
I know I've tried
But we never got a long
I don't do emotions i just put em in my songs
Oooooo
It's been way too long since i felt something new
I can't fall in love with someone else to lose
I can't make up for the hell I put you through
But it's still you