Planting a Garden

Killer whales, broken shells somehow made it to my garden bed
If only the wind could bring some peace of mind too
Abstinence, why am I graded by the tears in my winter coat
I wish it was a little less but you can give me a few

And I've been driving down, drinking the tears that shed from the cold on my lashes
Differences show us what has always been the same
And my car's running low, so I push it past the empty city houses and
Factories that have never had a name

And if God is a woman I guess I'll never be her
And if the words that are spoken are true I'll never be her

Could've been the pipes in the wall, this house tends to make a lot of noises
Or maybe the floor's just close to falling through again
And I count my blessings but not as much as I count the breaths that I'm taking
I've gotta remember how to use my lungs again

And if God is a woman I guess I'll never be her
And if the words that are spoken are true I'll never be her
Oh no

I've gotta say that this is killing me
I never wanted it to be like this
If I was older would it count
If I was louder would you see it now
Ohh

Killer whales, broken shells somehow made it to my garden bed
If only the wind could bring some peace of mind too

And if God is a woman I guess I'll never be her
And if the words that are spoken are true I'll never be her
Oh, and if this thing that I'm feeling is love I'll never be her
And if the words that are spoken are true I'll never be her, no