I Thought That I Could Understand Your Pain

La-la-la-la

You came into my room like liquor over stone age tribe
Sparkling wine, grapevine, things to redefine
Didn't know what I ate last night, I got lost in your eyes
It was something-at-that-fucking-first-sight I never defined
Throwing pieces of my heart round like a goddamn child
Oh that baby blue, screw you, what else could you do
Gotta scream out loud and run away
But you disappeared before I'm out of those grey sunset days

What the fuck is happening to me?
I kept running back to you
I knew that this world is cruel (crueler than you)
But why do I keep on seeking it from you?
A sanctuary blue
Bluer than the july night dew

Now I'm standing right here at your door
I don't know what to tell you anymore
I got lost in all those core memories made up for me
Juli- Juli- make it stop before the autumn breeze blew
I'm confronting you at your door
Baby, fuck, you said you loved me a little more
It's something I might've never been through before
I thought that I could understand your pain

Now i'm standing right here at your door
I don't know what to tell you anymore
I'm pathetic like I've always been before
Screw it

Now I'm standing right here at your door
I don't know what to tell you anymore
I'm pathetic like I've always been before, screw it
Juli- juli- make it stop before the autumn breeze blew me
I'm confronting you at your door
Baby, fuck, you said you loved me a little more
It's something I might've never been through before
I thought that I could understand your pain

It ate you to the core
It's something like those acid rain
Falling from my eyes
But why the fuck did yours taste like salt?
Only one of us is allowed to cry
Baby that's why tonight

I try my best, still it's so hard to say
It's not goodbye, though it's not our brightest day
I can't help it, you're slipping away
I thought that I could understand your pain
I'm confronting you at your door
Baby, fuck, you said you loved me a little more
It's something I might've never been through before
I thought that I could understand your pain

Now i'm sleeping again, on those trains
Can we pretend like it's not just the end
Why can't we smile when we come to that end
I thought that I could understand your pain
'cause you're slipping away from my hands
Inevitably, this is the end
Don't say you love me, just go, I can't breath
I thought that I could understand your pain

You came into my room like liquor over stone age tribe
Sparkling wine, grapevine, things to redefine
Didn't know what I ate last night, I got lost in your eyes
It was something-at-that-fucking-first-sight i never defined

I'm still wondering if i got any chance to come back then
Would i love you even more? or would i shut that door?
Think i'll stop wondering why, maybe it's fine
Just to let you go

Don't ask me why
Baby i can't hide
I think I'll miss you like the Düss-ie's sky
Bluer than any kinda blue that you could find
(Maybe that's why tonight)
Baby i can't hide
I think I'll miss you like the Düsseldorf-ie's sky
Bluer than any kinda blue that you could find (Baby that's why)

Tonight