In Too Deep

I'm too deep in
I only got time on the weekend
Why you geeking?
Two in the morning, callin' my phone
Baby, why you tweakin'?
I'm anemic
So I get cold for no reason

L-O-M, the biggest

Daddy was around, but I still had no father
Shit just made me go harder
Tell the truth, Granny really got killed by a doctor
Ain't do the surgery proper

Uh, what do you do when you don't have an option?
Who that at the door?
That's the devil, he knocking
Yeah, I'm paranoid, leave the house, I feel like a target
This for all the ones that grew up with no father, yeah

Voices running in my head like a faucet
I can get it for you, but you know that shit is gonna cost you
I ain't trusting nobody so I gotta move cautious
Fucking with these hoes, I done took me some losses, yeah

I feel like I just keep on falling, ah
It's obvious you don't wanna talk
I don't know why I keep calling ya
I done fell for a bitch and she ain't even want my heart
Where was you at when I was walking ain't even have a car?
No one can help me so I'm praying to Allah
My mom don't want me in the streets, she want me go get a job
Just wanna make my mama proud

It's just me and my brothers had to share it all (share it all)
Falling, hit your head, gotta wear it off, wear it off
Bought new clothes, tuck the tag, we ain't tear it off
Me and my brudda wore the same size, so we switching off
You got my back I got your back it ain't no giving out
It wasn't supposed to be like this, I took a different route
I can't even complain, God looking out for me

L-O-M

Uh uh, it ain't the same, we getting older, feelings change, yeah
Told her pull up she like, "Okay, yeah"
Every time I see her, swear to God, she don't got the same hair
I was trynna get her by myself, she my favorite
Hold on, hold on, let me get that baby girl, it's raining
Told me that I'm too deep in her stomach, she feel pain there
We fall out, get back, swear it ain't the same, yeah
I don't got the time for these motherfucking games, yeah
We don't gotta fuck, come here let me pick your brain, yeah
Your lips fat as fuck, girl, you know I want your brain, yeah

Truth be told you ain't even play the game fair
Truth be told they said I can't hang there
I bring that flame there, let it rain there
If it ain't about no money it's gonna keep ringing
I remember we ain't have no soap, but we still clean, yeah
Hot water to wash the clothes, sometimes it take a week, yeah
Dishes in the sink ain't have no detergent to clean it
I ain't eating a day or two, my body feeling weak, yeah
I ain't had no friends, I'm in the house on the weekend
I ain't had no guidance, ended up in the deep end

I'm too deep in