Waiting For a Love That Couldnt Be Mine

As i count the stars one by one
I hold the moon right up to my thumb
As i fall asleep to dream
About the coldness of the leaves
Beneath my feet your standing right next to me
I can feel your shallow heartbeat right as you speak
The words that make you think
Is my life everything meant for me
The autumn brisk fog in the fall
The echo in the mountains as the snow falls
I want to hear you call my name
Make it sound desperate make it start a flame
I want to hear you call my name

As i count the stars one by one
I forget about my past and all that i have done
Because all that matters now is im okay
It wasnt mean to be anyway
Because love isnt meant to mend a broken heart
So the next few days ill be on my way
Picking petals from roses from the garden inside of
My heart

Looking back at me i guess that i can see
That everything is just fine
Love is all that we could find
But i guess it was just one sided too
Another promise of another time
Another night in another life
Didnt want to see us leave it all behind
Just to wait for another love that couldnt be mine

Just to wait for another love that couldnt be mine

As i sit in the fire and burn as i sigh
The tears hissing in the flame as i would cry
Did you even realise the size of the cut in my thighs
The stain of the blood when you would lean in to kiss me
Maybe i just forgot that i was a toy
A time passer to pass guilt and pain
A so-so kind hearted killer as i used to say
Love is all that we could not find
Loving you made me change my mind
Drinking wine to pass the time
To forget
To forget, to forget you



Credits
Writer(s): Chris Duffy, Hunter Horvath, Paul Andrews
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