Endless Years of Me

I've been running out of things to do
Just to get you off my mind
Your innocence won't be your end
But it will sure be mine
And it's all this time spent
Thinking about you that is making me run
There's no escape, I can't outrun your gun
No!

I can't go through another dead dream of you and me
The space in between is too much for my sanity
Cuz I can't get away from this
I won't make it through this
Will you be there to pick up what's left of me
Off the fucking floor?

Will you be okay?
While I am this way?
You clearly don't know what you've done to me
Please turn the lights off
And close the damn door
When you leave me here all alone

I'm here
In an empty bed
With words left unsaid
I try to sleep but find the echo of your voice in my head
No starry skies
During endless nights
So I close my eyes and sing myself a lullaby of lies
That's right
Your ghost is keeping me warm tonight
She listens to my plight
Am I still holding on too tight?
Cuz I can't get away from this
I won't make it through this
You're not here to pick up what's left of me
Off the fucking floor

Will you be okay?
While I am this way?
You clearly don't know what you've done to me
Please turn the lights off
And close the damn door
When you leave me here all alone

Now, I wake
Feel some relief from the heartache
Found a new path to take
You're no longer a mistake
Cuz I can get away from this
I will make it through this
I'm still here
I've picked up what's left of me
Off the fucking floor
Will you be okay?
Cuz I'm fine this way
I'll still be the best friend you'll ever have
And you can keep my heart
As it falls apart
It's not like it wasn't yours from the start
I'll keep in mind
Your hand in mine
And hope that's what I see when I close my eyes