Dead Inside

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I'm struggling in my bed
Im crying through the night and in the day
My red eyes but no one can see it

That I'm broken inside
They make me tongue-tied
And I'm dying inside
Still smiling and hiding
And I can't deny that I'm sad and depressed
Sometimes I think about suicide
And sometimes I think about what if I'm not here and dead

I can't stand up from my bed
Will someone miss me
Will they cry about me
Or will they forget me
I'm just a wreck
I try to get up every time
I'm still climbing
And now I fall like a domino, oh oh oh
Everybody knows

I cover my feelings with make-up, and always hide my pain
It's funny and sad at the same time
That nobody notices that I'm broken inside
Despite the fact that there are many
people around me, I still feel lonely
I've often wondered how to turn it off
There are no operating instructions for life

I can't stand up from my bed
And I cry through the night
Will someone miss me
If I die
Will they cry about me
Or will they forget me
I'm just a wreck
I try to get up every time
I'm still climbing
And now I fall